I. Doctor

The Total of
Our desires
Which forces
Us to action
Drives our lives
It’s no mystery
But how low
Must we fall
How far must
We blunder
Must we reach
The bottom
To discover
The truth

Defy Your desires
Though you id scream
You want the truth
Better know yourself

Without any sham
Know your evil deeds
Answer yourself
What kind of soul?

Honest and true

God sees everything
What’ve you become
Foreign desires
Cause you believed
They’re your own

What are you Escaping from?
What frightens you so?
Show them what You are worth
Stare the truth in the eyes
What are you Running from?
Where are you Running to?
You can’t hide From yourself
What are you Escaping from?

Are you chasing something?
To steal the happiness
Of the luckier Few souls

Others
Those who know
The world outside
This is no wargame
This is no place

For emotions
For folklore
For war

Comprehension
In its worst form
Truth always in
eye of the beholder
But even the most
Distressing truth
Carries with it peace
Only a fool

Could say otherwise
This time

Truth as it is
Brought peace
Serenity and light
Which filled the room
A colourful rainbow
From the magic box
Sown from happiness
For use all alone

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II. Laura

Laura
this is what they call me
Though it isn’t my name
I’ll use it from now on

For the rules of secrecy
I must keep
For when my truth is revealed
I’ll lose my soul

They watch me all the time
They conspire against me
I can’t allow them
To win this battle

Saw their plans
Patience’s paid off
Now I know
What I must do

The new heart
Which contains
My secrets
I must recover

Hide them
deep inside me
So no-one can know
The whole truth

Perfect chamber
Created from my body
Will a fouled secret be
In my enemy’s hands

The secret which was
To save my soul
Killed me physically
Twisted in pain

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III. David

A boy in a dress
Spent his childhood
Cause of his mother
Pretending to be a girl
Result of her sickly
Maternal desires
Broke up the family
Gained his sanity

Reset the relationship
Between the sexes
Saved by his father
Cared for by others
Left with the sick
To become healthy

Maybe the place
Maybe the people
He found the joy
To recreate the child
Grew up a man
Sensible and wise
With an aim in life
Plan for the future

Yet no-one found
His dark secret
Which allowed him
To be happy
It let him leave

The walls of home
With fistfuls of joy
The jar overflowed

Remember why
Remember whom
Remember aim
Forget the curse

With his liberation
Came the hunter
His prey became
Those happy souls
Twisted methods
And devious ways
of squeezing everything
To never stem the joy

Sinking ever deeper
Into the psychopath
Only fearing when
The joy runs dry

His downfall
Caused by his greed
No-one for a moment
Ever doubted that

He was insane for
What he had done
It could only mean
Nothing to him

For he still used
The evil sorcery
So long as the jar
Of joy never ran dry

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IV. Jar of joy

Jar Of Joy
Object of desire
Cause of envy
Misery maker
Glass box
In which you
Can collect
Special emotions
Those few unique
Most unsaid
Life sacrificed
To know his name
Jar of joy
Created for him
Transparent
Tube of memories

Every soul who
Lost his reason
Wants to regain
The feeling
On discovery
Jar of Joy
Will find a way
To keep it close

Each single soul
Who's able to have
Just a moment
To possess it all
Must remember
Moderation
When stealing joy
From innocents

If you commit
The sin of greed
Harvesting all
Happy clean souls
Will he ever see
his dark image
Shown in the jar
the trapped screams

help me - to find
help me - to know
help me - to use
help me - to feel
help me - abuse
help me - forget

the voices in my head
will never let me forget
about my happiness
screams at my emptiness

screaming at me everyday
it never goes away
such a high price to pay
for something we should save


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V. Martha


The Sound of flint
Beguiles a flame
In this cold
And merciless place
A heavenly fire
Purest flame
Which burns pain
Heals all wounds

Slowly forgets
The feeling of pain
Upon the body
From the torture
Let her reach
Where everything
Has its end
And the beginning

Burnt flesh
Odiously spread
That essence
Brings euphoria
Awareness
Of the closeness
Of the first attempts
The road of pain
I’ll suffer gladly
To die like my
Sweet offspring
Burnt yesterday
Nothing I have
Left to cherish
bereft of joy
poison chalice

No approval
Is needed
The tortured
World understands
In the eyes of
All the patients
I charred my soul
Legs, torso
Face and arms
For eternity
To be united
With my child

From ashes it came
To ashes it’ll go
In order to repent
For all it’s sin

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Chapter I - Ignorance is bliss!
Not everyone is brave enough to confess to themselves
That isn’t life isn’t beautiful, just moments with someone else
For those brief moments we sacrifice
Because in those we seen the light
Does our memory seem to regress?
Do we lose all common sense? - Is a happy home, just a lucky break
Compromise for harmony’s sake
- Assuming duties for the next life
Stopping our freedom to fight Happiness will last so long as we don’t ask
Seek the truth and they’ll take us to task
So why do we constantly find questions
When it would be better to find discretion No thoughts, ignorance is bliss!
Maybe it’s worth searching to uncover the mystery
Where the dream turns to a nightmare
Avoiding mistakes and enjoying the silence
Just because my life isn’t my life! - Am I still the master of my fate?
No-one else to complicate
- Have I the right to egotistically stand
When we’re making our future plans

Chapter II - In your fragrance
Where do I find the strength
To keep to the path of happiness
Where every step I take is thought through
Becomes an every greater mess So easy to lose sight
Surviving amongst the modern frustration
Nothing human can ever be in vogue
No let up in the race for creation Even a child so intellectually immature
Intuitively sees the difference between pain and cure
I know I’m gonna’ have to choose:
Finding a vice in this perverse world
Chasing my own developing destiny
Halfwits populating my nightmares
Forming emptiness in a thousand ways
The absurdity that elects the idiot king
Vile or inept, what gets adored
Selfishness or hedonism to be happy
Just five minutes to find the strength
I’m not impressed by the halfwits populating my nightmares
Fighting over what to adore, vileness or ineptness Where do I find the strength
To find my nirvana
I’ve learnt by heart your curse
Which enlightens the next stage And every time I climb those stairs
I thank love for never leaving me in despair
Because I know I’ll see you soon
And happiness will light the gloom In your every wonderful gesture
In your sensitive words
In your fragrance
In you

Chapter III - When I’m in you
Where do you go when I’m in you?
Your inner escapes to the outside
Reeling throught new experiences
The light in your eyes ain’t for me Where do you go when I’m in you ?
When I try and comfort you
I’ll want to keep you safe in my arms
But I feel you’re like ice
Where do you hide when I’m in you?
When I try to light the fire in you
Feelings I try to show and say
You claim were old yesterday
Where do you hide when I’m in you?
Do you know what pleasure is?
Experience has taught you
That cheating is a friend of feelings
What do you think of when I’m in you?
Who do you think of when I’m in you?
Where do you hide, when I’m in you?
Where do you run, when I’m in you?
I’m asking you again to be sure
It is fear that created you
I asked so you’d finally say
When you’re on your knees and pray:
”Be nice, fuck off and go away”
You never mentioned from what you hide
When I try and set you alight
Feelings I try to show and say
You claim were old yesterday
Yet you said from what you run
You already know what pleasure is
Experience has taught you
That cheating is a friend of feelings

Chapter IV - I hate your lies
Lunacy and fear… fear
You're eyes have never
Shown your feelings
It’s funny that your feelings
Make you special
I know now that
You’re full of passion
Especially now
Now that I’ll be alone
Your hands are saying something
Too quick and inarticulate
Gestures too chaotic to read
Why don’t you use your mouth?
Because they’re still not dead
Because I don’t believe you
So completely right
I love the tone of your voice
I hate your lies
Your voice, touch and perfume
Like an addiction to me
Up to now I never knew why
But now I know
Addictions are bad and to be fought
Inner peace is a reward in itself
What other facts do I need
Those that want to hide a false love
I’d give it all up to find inner peace
What do you need to do?

Chapter V - Selfish to the bone
Your words – spoken out of time
Your words – a request from a mute hand
Your words – selfish to the bone
Your words – when eyes don’t speak
No thank you, you didn’t understand
I did it for us, not only for me, but for us
Nothing hurts like a lack of respect
Not forced to, but from deep inside
Your words more evidence of emptiness
It has made my faith stronger
Your words filled my soul with satisfaction
And given my hands strength, without doubt
You never said thank you
You didn’t try or want to At last our time has come for us
Your touch and fragrance is now in the past
Your voice still brings back memories
What do I have to do to shut you up?
When will you understand what I did for him!

Chapter VI - No empty words
In love and acceptance
I find safety
No empty words
Hypocrisy can be seen from for away
It’s got a chance
Learning from mistakes
Just like a child
That learns and desires
Above all for him
I prepared his education
Lies and deceit won’t see
I removed her with my hands
I explained right and wrong
And that love doesn’t always last long
Who wants to have a battlefield at home
The duty to fight against dreams
I’ll teach him
That belief makes miracles
He needs to know
He can always win
He has to be
Someone ambivalent
About those
Looking for love
It’s better to be a man of the cloth
They know right from wrong
They’d give it all up
To not annoy the compassionate one

Chapter VII - You have to believe!!!
I live just like you wanted
In accordance with what you taught
I know love is a lie
Thanks to you it’s a mistake I’ll never make
Thanks to you
I know
And I know the way
When evil tries to take hold
Whispering thoughts in my ear
I ignore then, so they don’t have
The chance to grow inside
When I watch T.V.
I feel so uncertain
They show stupid violence
Do they not understand us?
Is it possible they haven’t?
The truth that we possess?
Could it be that I’m bad?
No, not you, the world is bad
A world which turns through feelings
You're good and you have to believe it
Because belief creates miracles
You have to believe!!!


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AT YOUR COMMAND
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl

For you
I got lost
For you
I left everything
forever
---
You called me I came
I got stabbed in a heart
I feel broken empty
the tears won't fall anymore
---
I got the rests of your life
I was like a dog at your command
I humbled in the name of love
It's the end of Your love
---
How could you humiliate me
You betrayed everything I believed.
Adversity and fear of loneliness
kill me slowly every day
---
For you
I got lost
For you
I left everything
forever
---
It was the last phone I answered.
---
You left me all alone
I'm not your friend anymore.

"Illusion of evil"
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl

the last time i heard
no one was talking
the last time i saw him
no one was there

a part of me that i knew
a part of me that was alive
cries filled with blood

free me and i'll be myself
nice and understanding
i'd like to have clear account
to start a real life

a part of me that i knew
a part of me that was alive
cries filled with blood
---
again alone it's not fair
i tried so hard to be myself
people are disguessed of me
they are acting strangely
an old sister has reminded me
person known from older ages
that maybe loved me
but only till friday
---
i heard from old sister
the words of strange songs
her scream has stopped long ago time
sentenced for silence in blood
---
Old sister isn't here anymore
in my heaven you can hear screams
i think about that sometimes at night
in the morning they'll free my hands again
---
i saw her face
it was illusion of evil
evil was her name
evil was her identity
i remember scream
hands filled with blood
i became their prisoner

I was good blind idiot

---
i'm worried for all souls lost in time
I'd like to get out of here to free them

again alone it's not fair
i tried so hard to be myself
people are disguessed of me
they are acting strangely
an old sister has reminded me
person known from older ages
that maybe loved me
but only till friday
---
Old sister isn't here anymore
in my heaven you can hear screams
i think about that sometimes at night
in the morning they'll free my hands again.

VANITY
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl

VANITY IT IS YOUR NAME
VANITY IT IS YOUR LIFE
PLEASE LET ME HELP YOU
I WANT ONLY ONE THING

Destroy your pride
Possess your life

You met me I'm a beacon
You think of what I want
I'm the pilot of your life
You've found paradise

VANITY IT IS YOUR NAME
VANITY IT IS YOUR LIFE
PLEASE LET ME HELP YOU
I WANT ONLY ONE THING

You'll cry and beg
You little girl
---
Real decompose of body
The stink of your own sloth
I don't know any mercy
I found my paradise
---
My treasure
A little butterfly
My treasure
Only for me
---
I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WISH I COULD START AGAIN

I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WANT YOUR VANITY
---
LOOKING BACK I AM THINKING OF PLEASANT MOMENTS
YOUR SMILE BACK TO ME FROM AN OLD PHOTO
I WAS A FOOL BELIEVING IT IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT
RELATIVITY TURNED OUT TO BE CRUEL AND I WAS PATHETIC
---

MY VANITY

---
I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WISH I COULD START AGAIN

I NEED YOUR BLOOD
I NEED TO WASH MY FACE
I WANT YOUR VANITY
---
IN MY ARMS SHE WAS SAFE
DO YOU BELIEVE IN HAPPINESS
WHEN YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS
I CAN SEE YOUR DEATH
I SET YOU FREE

BETRAYAL
lyrics by Pyrzyk, music by Pyrzyk & Toifl

Nothing looks the same anymore
only a picture
of forgotten days
---
Look at my face
Can you see me
without the future ?
without illusions ?
I scream in fury
I ask for help
won't you leave ?
won't you forget me ?

I listen only your advices
and following them
I go straight to abyss.

Don't go away.

I scream in fury
I ask for help
won't you leave ?
won't you let me down ?

Don't go away.

---
There when I saw her first
I've chosen freedom
There when I saw her first
I've chosen death.
---
Do i know ?
Do I trust you ?
I don't know
the answer
I don't know
the destiny

I don't know
the answer
I don't know
the destiny
I don't know
---
But the way of truth is so close
I'm getting closer towards the truth

I see you
---
You betrayed me
There is nothing left
---
Nothing looks the same anymore
only a picture
of forgotten days
---

How I was wrong.

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1. I'm The Only Way
They've tried to convert me to this faith
but I have chosen isolation
I sacrifice my blood and suffering to God
and to my black soul anxiety

Rape me
Rape my soul

Tell me how to survive another night
Fear means nothing to me, but still!
if I could mark you with desire
You will remain lonely in your own world

Let us talk about the only truth
A few words which will change your life
Your calm existence will guarantee death
Tension and fear will bring salvation

I am the only creator of beauty
You will ask what's the creator's name
Call out to me
For a moment I will not tell you to wait
You're hungry for knowledge
Love me

Where you die every day
I open the gates of endless dreams
I am only an unfulfilled dream
I am only a part of the whole
Where I kill every day
I open gates to a new world
I am the omnipotent master there
My name's "liar"

2. In Despair of Solitude
I heard once
The wind roar in trees
I heard once
Children laugh
And I cried
For the lost life

Let them discover solitude
Let them discover every sorrow
"And I will give you hope" said the master
But it is already not there
Let them discover love
Let them discover every day
"And I will give you hope" said the master
But it is already not there
Decay is their play
Despair is their game
And only screams can be heard
When tears wake them from their dream

This dark night - Kills me
This cold night - Kills me

There's only chaos around
Sunk in solitude
They can only see a black shadow
Murmur wakes them from their dream

And her solitude - beauty
And her loving - beauty
And killing her - beauty
And her rebirth - beauty

In the name of the father
I die every night
In the name of the father
The only way left for me

3. And If I Say That You Died
Night full of ecstasy
I remember I was there
But my palms forgot
The softness of her skin
But my voice changed tone
I remember, I told her
Thousands of unnecessary words
I remember only the one

If I say that you died
Will you forgive me your tears?
As a punishment I am empty inside
I scream and bleed in my sleep

And I do not know where I left you
Because you wanted to find yourself?

Words meaning nothing
Many confessions, intimate ones
I found consolation in a secret
And though there were many words
I saw your other face - You laughed

I am tired of this waiting
I forgot all the nights we spent together
And if I say that you died
Will you forgive me my desire?
I wrote these last few words
Because I remember what I told you

And if I say that you died
Will you forgive me my desire?
And if I say that you died
Will you forgive me your tears?

I will never know the secret
I reconciled my life with the time
And when I am alone I laugh asking
For your favourite colour

And I already remember What I told you
I told you that you died

4. Cutting God's Throat
Existence of feelings
Is like a simple sorrow
To feel the existence
We desire the fruit of the body
Millions of human souls
Deluded by a mysterious game
On rainy days are on their own
And shout out sad thoughts
In gardens of pain
We spend our lives
Every moment there
Is joy and madness
In the chaos of thoughts
We look over our dreams
These are the gardens of pain
Places of nonentity

Deer penetration
Intensive feelings
A bloody stump
Our worthless world
A mine of excrements
Experiments of life
In the gardens of pain
I cut God's throat

Sweet suffering
Welcome to my world
Sweet suffering
Is the ecstasy of feeling

My dream
Is not
My dream
Is not - realized

I see a splendid place
I can see the sweet time of existence
No - I am not there
This island without forgiveness

I can only see liars
I can see sick people
They said so much
To destroy my world
These are liars

5. Place Where You Are
I'm losing you
This is an ill dream
Invisible so

Gone
I chose for You
A lonesome place
So quiet and beautiful
A lonesome place

I've lost you, gone
You died lonely
I killed you
Silently

You died in a dream
Lost paradise for you
This is my vengeance
For your faith in God

I killed so suddenly

The funeral for you
Without witnesses and ceremony
In green paradise
You were so naked
The funeral for you
Without hope or a priest
In green paradise
You were so beautiful

I am the way for you

All lyrics © Pyrzyk (except 3. by Sagan)
© 2000 Nightly Gale / Pagan Records

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"ANGELICA BURNS"
Fat and ugly
she is formed to suffer
Dirty inside
indulging in a mental rape
Unwanted
Dirty bitch
She is faithful to the end
like a dying dog

Angelica burns
Old remembrance
of beautiful moments
and unique ones
Her words are dim now
but my dream still returns
She isn't the same person now
but I am the same

In shade of the streets
chased by her life
she lost her best days
days of youth
Frightened of passing away
and fading beauty
Why did she go there?
why...

We are naked
striding on the path of sorrow
When we look backwards
we see only darkness
aimlessly...
Life is only a misunderstanding
and if you are nobody,
your life isn't needed

Your moment is passing
and will never come back
You perfectly know, it's time
Your escape doesn't make sense
your name will be forgotten
and then your face will vanish
But I'll mention you sometimes
the voice from the past will come back

"DARK RIVER OF THE HEART"
I see the light at a distance
a little flame of a candle
Have I died?
has my time come?
I curse her name
though I had forgot it
I must free my mind
I must be clear

The coming of a new order
I'm a new messiah
listen to me, my subjects
I'm the only truth
close your eyes
I'm awaited light
Kneel down!
I come to heal you!

I hear your scream : "Heretic!"
Silence! Be silent my sheep
my mission is called hope
I'm a teacher
I hear your scream : "Blasphemer!
Come to me, closer
my mission is death
I'm a teacher

It's silent before the storm
the wind blows and waits
I'm the king of the world
I look high above the clouds

Blasphemy!!!

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Drowning In Painful Sea
music by PYRZYK & SOBOLEWSKI, lyrics by PYRZYK

My life drowns in the sea
like a stone is your heart
Day goes away approach new dream
faded thoughts throw into the night

As an old tree I am
which is growing among the shadows
As a hard stone I am
which is resting among the lands

Like a home
destroyed by rain and wind
standing alone
through the road of life
his old roots
growned too deep
I will go away

My life drowns in the sea
like a lonley flying bird
I can see him through a pain
I can see him through the tears
In the sea of my sad dreams
there is no place for a happiness
I can see her through the darkness
I can see her through regret

Like a bird, like a rain
there are my dreams
I see that through the tears
I see that through a pain
Like a flower like a wind
there are my dreams
I see that through the darkness
I see that through the fog

- The Bleeding Art -
music & lyrics by PYRZYK

Why is it just an illusion?
Why is it just an imagination?
Old stone dreams about the tears
Look there
Why it's just a dream ?
Why it's just a way ?
I thought I will stand here
Here in neverland
my life it a sad journey
my life is lonley adventure
You're looking on thoughts of desire
look a desire
My life is smell of woman
My life is just a meat
to look the beauty
trust a death

It's time of shadow's desire
common fascination for flesh
Look at the act of love
diversified by worlds and suffer
Unleash the pain by sens
It's the thoughts massacre
on the way to death
It's time for the bleeding art

Bloody thoughts are my faith
belief in flesh not in god
It's time for last words
Prayer which is not a dream

I fuck a woman, but she's not her
Who are you? I hate you
I know why? Because you are not her
You fucking bitch, you whore
Now I have to kill you
I know why? Because I want you bleed

You are crying, you are dying
I can't help you
I saw, I see you're bleeding

- Neverland -
music & lyrics by PYRZYK

Closing my eyes, I'm dying
closing my eyes to leave you in peace
closing my eyes to lost my breath
closing my eyes, I'm dying
I'm dying because I have no faith
I'm dying because I feel no pain
I hate this place so much
life disappointed me so deep
I'm closing my eyes

Have you got pessimistic relation to your life?
No, I haven't, it's not like this

Belief in lust I see regret
I'm the bird, I'm crushed ship
where is the end of sore and suffer
I find my way to neverland
I'm laughing although I shouldn't
I'm screaming because fear came here

Have you got pessimistic relation to your life?
Well, everyone plays different
I'm alone in neverland

- For Lonley Winds -
music by SOBOLEWSKI, lyrics by PYRZYK

Fear cloused in expression of face
when you can't understand whirling thoughts
bell of loneliness calls wind
blowing far away
and his scream heralds might of death
I delight flows out the intricate
roads of flesh
explodes by light for senses
lusting after blood
so great is his world of rattled words
and wind understood
what he always knew

For lonley winds the hope is coming
For lonley winds winter left forever

When you see the flower growing
among the tears
happiness of his breeze makes you feel free
so sheming fate overfilled with misery
crushing all hope for calm growth
waiting for the night to discover unknown lands
understanding he wants to be alone to incarnate

For lonley winds words are whispering
For lonley winds the peace came

- Sign Of Silence-
music by PYRZYK & SOBOLEWSKI, lyrics by PYRZYK

I am the truth about great loneliness
without hope for God's prayer
my thoughts stray on the edge of reality
searching the way lost in a fog
I am like a stone crashed to the grey dust
lonley soul looking for misery
It is the time to over the game
It is the time to find the way to heaven

Here – where we are
no one hear our words
Shade reflected in the water
It is my lonley soul
and in the shadows of dried up trees
My throne of night is standing
Just a scream of tolling bell
Destiny is calling me, my destiny

Beautiful words are not for me
It is not my extreme wish
I want to be lonley vision
in the valley of lost time
I can find here next signs of silence
I want to tear off my throat with scream
It is the time to go away
It is the time to find the way to heaven

- Epitaph on a Friend -
music by PYRZYK & SOBOLEWSKI, poem by BYRON

Oh! Friend! For ever lov'd for ever dear!
What fruitless tears have bath'd thy honour'd bier!
What sighs re-echo'd to thy parting breath,
while thou wast struggling in the pangs of death!
Could tears retard the tyrant in his course;
could sighs avert his dart's relentless force;
could youth and virtue claim a short delay,
or beauty charm the spectre from his prey;
Thou still had'st lived, to bless my aching sight,
thy comrade's honour, and thy friend's delight,
if, yet, thy gentle spirit hover nigh
the spot, where now thy mould'ring ashes lie,
here, wilt thou read, recorded on my heart,
a grief too deep to trust the sculptor's art.
No marble marks thy couch of lowly sleep,
but living statues, there, are seen to weep;
affliction's semblance bends not o'er thy tomb,
affliction's self deplores thy youthful doom.
What though thy sire lament his failing line.
A father's sorrows cannot equal mine!
Though none, like thee, his dying hour will cheer,
yet other offspring soothe his anguish here:
but. Who with me shall hold thy former place?
Thine image, what new friendship can efface?
Ah! None! A father's tears will cease to flow,
time will assuage an infant brother's woe;
to all. Save one, is consolation known,
while solitary friendship sighs alone.

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 DREAMLESS
instrumental

ONE TEAR
Time of last chances
Time of faded moment
Broken relation - solitude
One bitter tear
Time of lost dreams
Time of forgotten love
Long way - fear
One bitter tear

Lonely despair in the sad regret
I remember her - my one tear
I feel the sadness dreaming
I want to forget but I can’t

One tear on my face
I know the high time is coming

GREEN OF GROVE
Flesh and soil
You’ll see the stars
One yelp and sleep
You’ll nothing feel ...

Six feet under
You are falling down

Mind and spirit
Never ending pain
And green of grove
Your obsequies

Come closer, I don’t want to harm you.
I’m your destiny, end of your road.
Don’t philosophise. It’s simple.
Death is unavoidable!

MYSTERY
I am alone and I am empty
Life is not my brother anymore
There is no light of hope
There is no life, just the darkness

I am alone and I am free
Terrible road is my sweet suffering
When I wept on me
I not now
I am nobody

Let me die in peace, slowly.
I will to leave my secrets, my mysteries
My mysteries

INSOMNIA
instrumental

GODS IN PAIN
I’m bleeding you suffer
Both of Gods in pain
I’m sick, you’re dying
Both of Gods in pain

I can feel your pain
But can’t throw it away
Take it for yourself
So, leave only memory

DREAM OF DARK HOUR
The old mystery, treasure of the mind
At the hour of dream, innocent master

The way and the dreams
Forests in the unite

Smell of the wind, shadows of the wings
At the hour of death, MY SINS

The way and the dreams
Innocents in the black

FOREVER ...
When mother prepares to bear the earth begins waiting to retrieve the child.
Moment of born is the first hour of Death. But this hour will beget the Life.
The wheel is closed
... forever ...

All lyrics © Pyrzyk / Sobolewski
© 1996 Nightly Gale

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